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I'm a hypocrite.

Fri Jul 10, 2009, 3:59 PM
When I read journals written by spoiled kids about how horrible their lives are, I get pissed off.

Just three years ago, I could have written those journals. I used to be suicidal. I know these kids aren't really ungrateful. They just have a disease. What the fuck is wrong with me?

  • Mood: Shame

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I understand the feeling

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There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still
So if you love me
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I'm not talking about you.

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Honey, I know what you mean. Your distaste for them springs from your shame at the fact that you were once one of them

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Egh, it's hard to distinguish who's really hurting and who's just hoping it looks better that way, you know? Because scars and tears and angry words make everything more beautiful.

Honestly, I can't tell if I'm really sick anymore or if I'm just faking it. But even I, who should have compassion for all beings, forget that the spoiled, whiny kids are just as human as I am and have a right to be whatever it is they are: pained or pretending. Or both.

Even the best among us make judgments sometimes. Don't worry, we're all guilty of some hypocrisy or other. You have a depth of heart that most don't, and that outweighs any flaws you might perceive yourself to have.

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i need a forty-five
between the eyes
and a pretty boy on the trigger...
:iconaviatorfox:
i'm spoiled ... i'll admit it. but had my emo stage at age 10
so basically i'll do anything to never feel like that again :) there's nothing wrong with you, you're just getting depressed at a normal age

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You just got Edgar Allen Pwnd!
:iconaviatorfox:
sorry.. i did't mean to sound uncaring about the suicide part D:
i have a lot of friends that were like that too

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You just got Edgar Allen Pwnd!
:iconmarimaster:
Are you a hypocrite or are you just growing up? People change that's what growing up is all about.

Man I can't tell you how much I change. I was such a feminist my first years of highschool. Now I can't stand people like that.

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To spell correctly is a talent, not an acquirement.
- Mark Twain's Autobiography
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all i needed to do was vent.
a lot of things are going on and i feel terribly isolated.
like i have no place, nobody to make me happy.


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